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The library was my favorite place to sit on these quiet days. There were many books relating to theology, agriculture, government, and any other subject in which my ancestors or earlier advisors had been interested in, which spanned quite a selection. Heanat was subtly pottering about in the background, surrounding me in a white noise of pages and small thumps as he organized new acquisitions. Instead of going to the chapel to pray, I studied the Book of Life in these dusty surroundings, conversationally speaking to God when I had something to say. Every morning of the week, before I left my room, I spent half an hour reading and praying; on Sundays, however, I took the opportunity to conduct a deeper study in the library, going where my thoughts led me for several hours. There was much on my mind, and deep questions to resolve before the day was out.
After three hours spent following thought trails around, pulling out dusty books where thoughtful people had written their impressions, and not-so-dusty books from more recent thinkers, I came across a copy of In Deus Legem, which my father had written while I was a child. There were copies of this manuscript littered throughout the castle, because he, never satisfied, was constantly making notes in previous editions and sending them off to be reprinted. When I was sixteen, my mother had finally distracted him with another project, and the various copies were gathered up and sent to the library for cataloging. She had been killed by the plague the year afterwards, and I had become my father's secretary for his literary efforts.
I opened the book to see which edition it was. Surprisingly, it appeared to be a very early manuscript. There were copious notes in every margin, some in my mother's hand, and some in my father's. I knew the ideas and philosophy of the book intimately, and there were some questions in the margins that I did not remember seeing answered in the reprints. Perhaps this copy had been mislaid before it could be revised. I carried it over to Heanat, and handed it to him. “Heanat, I've found another copy of the Legem. It looks interesting.”
He took it, and began to leaf through, muttering to himself. “Hmm, this was after the third, but it appears to have some significant differences from the fourth. This paragraph, for instance, looks like one that appeared first in the sixteenth chapter of the sixth edition ... but that did not appear until the tenth.”
“I'd like to look at it a bit later, Heanat. Let me know where it goes, please.”
“Yes, your Majesty. Thank you for bringing this to my attention. This notation, here, this did not appear in any later manuscripts at all, if I'm not mistaken – I shall have to investigate that.”
I smothered my amusement at his excitement, and took my leave. Heanat was devoted to my father while he lived, and was in the process of editing a list of the editions and differences exhibited throughout the evolutionary life of what he loved to call the 'Masterpiece.'
As usual, Anise came to find me that evening. I had taken the copy of In Deus Legem from the library, and was perusing the various notes and questions which crisscrossed the margins. Heanat was still researching the chronological positioning of the volume in the edition line of my father's changes, but I had convinced him to let me borrow the book for the evening. We sat in the parlor, where I had hedonistically required a large fire, and lamps were brought in to illuminate the room.
After Anise had arrived with her embroidery, I set the book aside and pulled out my own handiwork – a blanket I was knitting for an impoverished family. The brightly colored wool spilled out of the bag and onto the floor, from where I slowly drew it as I continued the strokes of my needles.
“I wrote a response to the King's letter this evening,” I observed to Anise. She looked expectantly at me. “I accepted his offer, and told him that I would await the arrival of his emissary when the passes became navigable in spring.”
Anise sighed. “It was bound to happen; yet I am concerned for you. You should not feel at all rushed. I'm glad that spring is months away.”
I dropped a stitch, and had to count my rows again. “It – yes, I'm glad spring is long away, as well.”
“Do you know anything of him?”
“By reputation only. He is well-liked, admired universally, so far as I can tell.” A somewhat bitter laugh escaped me. “I'm not sure that makes me well-disposed towards him. He may well be starting with a significant handicap.
” A smile graced Anise's lips. “I know. I know you will not allow yourself to unduly resent him, as well. You are too straightforward for that.”
“I hope so. Sometimes I doubt myself.” Changing the subject, I asked, “Will you be ready to leave on Tuesday morning?”
“As ready as I can be. I have written to my parents to let them know I will be on a quest this winter. I don't want to worry them unduly, so I have only said I will be representing you on a mission of some importance.” She shrugged briefly. “There will only be minimal packing to do, as I am sure we will be traveling light. I can do that tomorrow, and finish up any other projects which need to be completed or set aside.”
Concern suddenly gripped me. “Anise, I – Are you sure about this? I know I asked it of you, but the hardship you will be going through has just come to my imagination full-force.”
Anise's brow furrowed. “I am sure that I will do all in my power to help you. I am not sure that I will enjoy the trip – but it will be doable. I have traveled during the winter before. Not on this scope, but I know the procedure well enough, and I will have Lucius and Thorold to help me with whatever I need.
I struggled to find a way to express my appreciation to Anise – yet at the same time, I was jealous that she was going and I was not. “I know it won't bring him back.” She merely looked at me, and continued her work. “He would have to be hunted at some point ...” My words trailed off. “Actually,” I remarked resignedly, “It would seem I have no choice at this point. Aram has sworn his oath and will hunt the dragon.”
“My dear,” Anise said softly, “Do not fret. I know that you want this done, and I know that if Aram had not come along then next spring there would have been soldiers lining the roads in an effort to trap the beast, as much for the sake of your farmers as for revenge. Do not begrudge Aram for taking this responsibility to himself. It is the right of any of your people to defend your honor and that of this kingdom. We will hunt the dragon, and we will kill him. If we fail in this quest, then we shall rest and strive again. Your heart will ache whether it is accomplished or not. But perhaps the ache will lessen slightly with the sting of the beast's continued existence allayed.”
Anise spoke with sincerity, and I absorbed her words in silence. "Thank you,” I finally replied.
“And now,” she remarked, “I am going to bed. I shall be quite busy the next few months, and I intend to start them well-rested.”
“I also,” I smiled in reply. “Good night, my dear friend.”
Yeah, I'm sorry, I do have more story thought out, but I need to get it down. Soon!
The Fleeting Anemone
I've always considered myself a rather strong person. Perhaps everyone feels that way about themselves, and 'tis merely a self-conception. To not be brave enough to display emotion can fuel that impression in other people's perception of you, yet strength can often cause a sense of loneliness. When I awoke sweating from a nightmare in the earliest hours of the morning that Tuesday, I could not bring myself to go back to sleep. Even while brave as the strongest, most prepared warrior during daylight, a dream can somehow reach back into a subconscious level of terror. Sleep would not come to me again that night, and I needed to do something to help me forget that overweening fear which had so rudely jolted me into awareness.
The fire in my grate was mere embers, so as I slid out of bed I quickly wrapped a long blanket around myself, and slipped on my shoes. The castle was dark and quiet as I silently traveled through the halls to my office, a candle in one hand and a book in the other. When I reached the room, I knelt by the fire and stirred the coals up, placing another chunk of wood from the box in the corner onto them and coaxing a small blaze into activity. The rug in front of the fire felt soft, so I relaxed with the blanket and opened my book, allowing myself to sink into the simple and friendly world of imagination.
I found myself dozing after a while – the fire had warmed me up nicely, and the story had chased away the shades of my own night terrors. It was still very early, and I was beginning to consider going back to bed for a few hours, when the door was quietly opened and someone stepped in. Sitting quite still, I watched Aram come into the room, glance around, and head for the chair by the fire.
For several steps he didn't realize I was there, but then he started and began to bow. “Your Majesty, I beg your pardon, I didn't see you.”
“Good morning, Aram. Don't worry about it.”
“I am here to fetch something for Lady Anise – have you seen her needlework?”
I looked around, and spotted her basket behind the chair. Leaning over to get it, I responded, “Here it is,” and handed it to him. “Are you nearly ready to go?”
“Yes, your Majesty. We're leaving within the hour, actually.” He stood somewhat ill at ease, apparently unsure of whether he should just leave or wait for a dismissal. I considered in silence for a moment, then stood and walked over to my desk. “Here. Take this with you. May it assist you if you are in need of it.”
He accepted the token, bowed, and left the room. I did not tarry long after him, merely pausing to catch up my book before returning to my bedroom. I quickly dressed, and went to find Anise. She was not in her room, so I traveled to the stables by way of the kitchen, looking for any places she was likely to be during her preparations. She was in the stables, several bags littered around her as she methodically placed each item where it would be available at the time she would want to use it.
I stood watching as Anise finished her distribution. Unsure of how to help, I tried to gather things as she looked for them. Aram had already saddled their mounts, who stood greedily consuming the remnants of a grain ration. The air inside the stable was thick, sweet, and warm -- however, I knew that a mere cracking of the outside doors would admit piercing cold.
"Do you have your knife?" I asked Anise.
"Yes," she replied, patting her side under her riding habit.
"Is there anything else I can get for you?"
She looked thoughtful, then nodded. "Yes, I should greatly appreciate a warm drink before heading out. I'm sure that Aram, Lucius, and Thorold would enjoy one, as well."
"Of course," I agreed, and set off towards the kitchen again. The cook was stirring a pot of cereal for an early breakfast, and a kettle of hot water was steaming over a corner of the fire.
I rifled in among the various spices, which caused the cook to harrumph in my direction. Smiling apologetically, I asked, "Do we have any cider, Cook?"
"'Tis in the cellar, your Majesty. Shall I send Emma after a jug for you?"
"Have her fetch enough for four people," I directed.
The cook sent Emma scampering for the cider with strict admonitions to spill none of it. I pulled out the spices I required from the cook's stores, and added them carefully to the cider when Emma returned.
As I carried a tray with the four mugs out to the stables, I saw Lucius before me in the passageway.
"Lucius Brees, " I called. He turned, and, seeing me, bowed deeply. "Your Majesty!" He spoke as though he had not seen me in years. "How lovely you are this fine morning."
I must have gaped at him in some confused shock, for he immediately apologized, turned faintly red, and inquired how he could be of service to me.
Recovering, I offered the tray to him. "Please, have a drink. I have brought cider for the four of you." Bowing again, he accepted a glass, then let me pass before him into the stables. Anise was conversing with Aram and Thorold regarding the route they planned to take out of town. Lucius loudly joined the conversation, and as the other noticed the hot mug in his hands, I presented the remaining cups to them.
"So, my lady," Aram addressed Anise, "You maintain that we will have smoother traveling if we take the road south to the foothills, skirt those until coming to Lethe, and then continue up into the mountain range?" Anise assented. Aram continued, "However, you do not know where this dragon has its lair. So why travel in such an immoderate circle?"
"Reports have indicated that the beast flew away to the south. Also, it will be easier to ascend on that end of the mountain range. Once aloft, we can follow the mountain paths. Another consideration is that there will be more people along the road south -- we can continue to inquire after any who have seen the dragon."
Hmm. I don't see it on my computer. But I do think I saw something in the text-edit box. I'll check to be sure that's all uniform.
Danke!
Anemone
Lucius raised a skeptical eyebrow. “You want to rely on the statements of frightened peasants?” Although it was not my conversation, I interjected, “Well, you can at least look at the direction they are running and head the opposite way.” Aram looked as though he would greatly like to completely ignore my comment and move on, but wasn't sure of the protocol. Thorold and Anise barely glanced my way, while Lucius grinned but said nothing. Anise continued, “Also, by the time we get to Lethe, we will need to restock provisions before heading into the mountains. If we started from here, we would not get nearly as far before having to turn downhill to find a village or trading post.”
Thorold nodded. “That is sense, my lady. Aram, I believe we would do well to follow her advice on this matter.”
“Indeed, my lady, you appear to have thought it out rather well for such short notice,” Aram noted in an almost peeved manner. “In all honesty,” Anise admitted, “the idea of such a journey has occupied my mind ever since you arrived and it became a possibility. Even before I knew I was going, my mind began to tease at the problem. Forgive me if I appear overbearing – I merely have a specific idea of what my opinion is.” She gave a slight curtsy in Aram's direction, and he blushed slightly.
“I meant no offense, my lady, and we are all grateful for your input. I am not so familiar with the valley roads, however; thus my inclination for mountain paths, where my horse is as sure-footed as a goat and I can interpret the very cries of hawks and hares.” He inclined his head toward Anise, and the atmosphere in the room became quite friendly once again.
Feeling very encouraged at this interchange and hoping it was the meter of their cooperation in the future, I left the group to finalize their preparations and returned to my office to do I knew not what. I moved papers at random for some minutes, stared at the fire for moments more, and finally realized that I was accomplishing exactly nothing. The stables greeted me across the courtyard as I left the castle from a side entrance, relishing the brisk air which sharply caught in my throat and refreshed my aimless mind.
“Idle hands, your Majesty?” The General's voice sounded from the barracks where he was standing with several guards, and I gladly left off my wandering to head towards him.
“I'm afraid so. The party is leaving within the half hour, and I find myself at a loss for how to help. I am attempting to cause as little trouble as possible my merely absenting myself from the important bits of preparation.” The General smiled at me, then a questioning look arose on his face. “But surely, your Majesty, you're not going to send them off in those clothes? Should you not be wearing some sort of regalia?”
I suddenly realized I was still wearing the old house-dress I had thrown on after returning from my reading the night before. My face became quite warm. “Oh, dear. I did not think of that. You are right, I ought to go prepare for the send-off.” Grateful for the reminder, I turned and began to walk quickly back to the castle, turning to shout a thanks before I entered the door.
By the time I had dressed in my emerald green gown and my chambermaid had put my hair up, the group was standing in the front yard, their horses held by stable-boys, ready to leave. As the household gathered around, along with sundry villagers who had business with the castle that morning, Aram bent on one knee and again offered me his sword. I took it, bracing myself for the weight of the weapon, and held it aloft for a moment. “Aram, son of the Western Mountains, I accept your offer of service. You hereby have claim to assistance from any in my kingdom who honor my family's name, and are free of the boundaries of the realm. We pray your safe journey, successful trip, and triumphant return.” I delivered the sword back to him, and Aram stood. There was faint applause from the edges of the crowd, and without further ceremony Aram, Anise, Lucius, and Thorold mounted their horses and departed through the main gate.
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Part Two: Midwinter, December (before Solstice)
Abstract from a letter sent to Her Majesty by Lady Anise D'ladien, during her participation in the Quest of Aram:
My dear friend, I hope you are faring well in my absence. I am trying to avoid self-importance, but I cannot help but wonder whether Jereth took to heart my instructions to him regarding prompting you to ride out often, and not stay in that stuffy library. You are quite stubborn, I know, and he may have become frustrated already.
I know you are anxious for news, so I will not delay it longer. We have traveled safely thus far, arriving in Lethe the day before yesterday (a mere ten days after setting out). We have camped in the wilds but once, finding taverns and farms to put up in on most occasions. There has been no concrete news of the dragon; merely tales and stories to frighten children into coming home in time for supper.
Aram and Lucius departed yesterday to discover the condition of the roads, and see which path we might take. I believe they are also going to attempt to hire a guide, at least to get us fairly in the mountains. They have not yet returned, so I am taking a moment to write and then Thorold and I will replenish the few supplies we have used thus far, and purchase a few more furs for the cold temperatures we will shortly encounter.
I hate to leave you so quickly, so I will end with some more trivial thoughts. Lucius and Thorold have kept us cheerful with their feuding; Lucius an immoderate clown, as you well know, and Thorold finds himself playing the straight part too often for his comfort. Aram has not yet threatened to abandon them in the woods, but he does separate them when Thorold seems close to an eruption. Thorold found a piece of ice in his bed last night, a parting gift from Lucius. However, he may be entering into the spirit of the game -- he has made a couple of extraneous purchases that should be very amusing in the future.
I shall append our plans to this letter before sending it via messenger on my way out of Lethe.
We are leaving in the morning to head up the mountain. Aram and Lucius found a guide, a man named Grinthun who knows the area well. There were some rumors of a large animal who had eaten a boar that was out in the forest, so we will see if that bears any fruit. I shall send updates whenever possible.
Your friend,
Anise D'ladien
Yeah, that's pretty much it. I really had no intention of going any further with this. But it seems to be coming along all right so far. :-)
Page three! And it wasn't best friend, it was fiance. They were gonna be married VERY soon. Then he gets eaten by a dragon. ka-pow and all that.
I was not expected, and the cottage looked dark and cold, in spite of the nearly invisible smoke issuing from the chimney. It was scandalously close to supper time to be visiting anyone, but I draped my horse's reins over the fence, walked up the path, and knocked on the front door anyway. The wind was slight, but still icily reached onto the porch. After a few minutes, Aunt Priscilla opened the door.
“My dear, what on earth are you doing out tonight? It's freezing out there!” She beckoned me in, and closed the door after me. The house was warm and slightly humid inside, with a faint scent of onions and potatoes. "Have you eaten yet?”
"Yes, I have, thank you." I shrugged off my coat and scarf and hung them on a hook behind the door.
She gave me a quick hug, then led me further into the house. "I've just finished dinner, and I was about to have a cup of hot chocolate and mix up some cookies before my oven cools. Would you like some?"
"Yes, please. Can I help?"
"Of course, just set your coat over that chair, and I'll find you an apron."
I followed my aunt across the room and tied the proffered apron around my waist. The simple, nostalgic motions helped ease the tension from my back and shoulders. I recalled the days when Aunt Priscilla had helped care for me and given me lessons in the kitchen and in basic mending and cleaning. "Princess or not," she had told my father, "her education should not be neglected.". My father had agreed, much to my initial dismay. "You are destined to rule after me, my dear. You need to have at least a slight idea what real life is like for people who are not beautiful princesses living in a castle."
My eyes prickled as I bent over the bowl of sugar and egg.
"Have you heard from Anise yet?" Aunt Priscilla asked from the stove where she was melting chocolate.
“Yes, actually,” I responded, “I received a report today. They've reached Lethe, and have just headed up into the mountains. They found a local guide to help them find a good trail up.” I added flour to the bowl, and began mixing slightly more vigorously than necessary.
“Good, I'm glad to hear it,” my aunt remarked, as she slowly added cream to the melted chocolate. “It'll be quite the tale if they succeed, I'm sure. Anise will never lack for an interested audience! Although I daresay Lucius is more the performing type.”
“Yes,” I chuckled at the thought, “but he will be much more likely to embroider the story. They will be true heroes who conquer Cyclops and reach the gates of Perdition before he's finished telling it.”
She grinned. “I expect you're right. But still, it will be quite the tale even unembellished.” She gave the chocolate a final flourishing stir, and came over to help me shape the cookies into small balls.
... and then suddenly he was before us, rampant, with flame extruding from his nostrils for nigh on 20 feet into the air. His cry was the thunder, the voice a thousand white mountains dancing with glee at midnight on winter's solstice. A mad, cruel joy in the hunt and capture emanated from his visage as he regarded us. "What ho, mortals," it seemed to say, "I was wanting a little snack."
-- extract from a letter from Lucius Brees, On Dragon Mountain directed to Smaling D'ladien, Trysdale Manor.
Lucius peered up the mountain through frost-rimed eyelashes. He had dropped his wooden goggles during the last slide, and was now struggling through the heavy, silent snow along the path the others had left. His pony was snorting at the whiteness, and pulling him backwards. Lucius jerked on the lead in frustration, then stopped for a moment, heart pounding.
“Hey!” Thorold, the last man ahead of him, turned and waved his arms. “Come on! Hurry!”
Lucius grimaced, and pulled firmly on the reins again. “All right, Bonehead,” he muttered, “We've got to catch them.” The pony stood with all four legs spread wide, refusing to budge. Lucius resisted the urge to smack him, and instead tried some sweet talk. “Come on, Bonehead, just a little further,” he coaxed. “Just over that ridge, I promise.” The animal still looked stubbornly on. “We have to find a lee ridge to sit behind,” Lucius pulled a bit of carrot from his pocket and held it out as he spoke. “Can't get caught in this snow, we might get buried.” The pony sniffed, and started to reach his neck forward. “One little step, that's all it takes … “ He kept the bit of carrot just out of Bonehead's reach, and started to walk backwards very slowly. The pony snorted again, and his legs broke free of the snow that had molded around them even in this brief period. Lucius continued to talk very calmly and gently, while moving backwards. After a couple of steps, he rewarded Bonehead with the carrot, then reached for another piece and continued holding it just out of reach.
Finally, they reached the top of the ridge, and Lucius saw the rest of the group off to the left. Aram had a fire started with what little wood they had been able to find and carry for the past few hours, and Anise had pulled out a pan which she was filling with snow to make water for their animals.
“Hoy,” called Lucius, careful not to startle his own pony, who was looking interestedly over at the small depression in the side of the cliff that the others were sitting below. It couldn't have been called a cave, but it managed to protect them from some of the snow, and while there wasn't much of a wind at the moment, there were some small shrubs growing there that seemed to have found protection from the mountain-scouring winds that swept through on a regular basis. Thorold was securing the other ponies and horses by hobbling their legs – there was nothing much to tie them to – and the guide was talking to Aram and Anise. Anise looked up and waved at his call, and in a few minutes Lucius had joined them and handed Bonehead over to Thorold. He began to brush the snow from his hair, and shoulders, and shook out his pants and coat.
“That's the third fall today,” he observed in a melancholy manner. “I think Bonehead wants to see me dead. I'm the victim of a horse vendetta, and he didn't even do me the courtesy to plan ahead. I'm to be subjugated to every mishap, until even my death will be met with a grin, in the expectation of merely yet another demeaning joke.” No one seemed particularly put out at the prospect of his imminent demise, so Lucius yawned. “Oh, well. There are worse things than to be killed on a mighty quest in the company of a beautiful lady and knight errant!”
Anise rolled her eyes, and silently began preparations for dinner. “As I was saying, sir,” Grinthun continued with a glance in Lucius's direction, “This snowfall will probably continue all night. If we camp here, we should be able to avoid becoming buried in the drifts, and we can attempt to continue tomorrow morning. But,” he shook his head, “it will only get worse from here. We are full into winter now, and this is not a kind mountain. You would have done better to sell the horses in town.” Aram's face grew stubborn. “Grinthun, we've been over this. We need the horses. I'm no stranger to mountaineering, and Ysalte is no stranger to snow. We have snowshoes, and we should be able to make it through much further.”
“Aye, but the reports tell of a cave at least two thousand feet higher than our position now,” Grinthun expostulated, “and this snow looks to stay and deepen. You may be a mountain man, but I've lived near Krealtow for nigh on thirty years, and he doesn't take kindly to horses.” The mountain above them seemed to ignore the mention of his name, the silence of the snow continuing to muffle everything around them.
Aram merely shook his head. “It's not up for discussion right now. We've only got a foot of snow at this point, and it's not like there's anyone to sell them to up here. We'll work with what we have.” He waved Thorold over, and pointed in the direction they had been going. “The cave is another ten miles or so that way, according to Grinthun,” he informed all of them, “so we'll camp here tonight and continue in the morning. If there's too much snow for the horses, we'll leave them and Anise here with one of you guards, and continue on foot. We can meet up on the way back and head down again.”
Lucius, who had been putting his hands over his eyes to melt the snow off his lashes and eyebrows, squinted at the fire and Anise's pots. “Okay, Aram, but that doesn't answer the most important question. What's for dinner?”